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God damnit! I was going to bring my daddy's credit card to school today and get a paid LiveJournal account and I forgot to grab it on my way out. That is really all I have to say until tonight. Oh yeah, the weather people on the TV said that it would be cold today, so I wore jeans and a sweatshirt to school, and it's 60 frickin degrees. How much does that suck?
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Saturday, April 23rd, 2005
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Well, last night I went out for dinner with my friend Sarah, after taking Draca, my bearded dragon, to the vet and picking up my dog from the kennel. After dinner we came back here and watched Friends. Then we got bored and started to watch EuroTrip. Then we got bored again and started to watch Scary Movie. Then we got bored one last time and settled on Family Guy. I got to sleep in this morning, woke up, and watched A Walk To Remember whil eating breakfast. Then, I called my boyfriend, then jumped into the shower quickly, because he said he would call me back. That was like two hours ago and he still hasn't called me back. Anyway, updated Simply Sarah with the new wallpapers I made, and was thinking...my LiveJournal has been getting very cluttered, and I have posted so much here, that maybe I should think about getting a paid account. For one thing it would be easier, and I could make it look nicer and less cluttered. I am probably going to register a new account today, but am not sure. I am going out to see a movie tonight, and will hopefully be able to see Nick...my boyfriend, I have a boyfriend now!
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Have you ever...
( ) smoked a cigarette
( ) smoked a cigar
(THAT'S THE ONLY WAY TO DO IT!) madeout with a member of the same sex
(x) had a boyfriend/girlfriend
( ) crashed a friend's car
(x) made out in a car
( ) stolen a car
(x) been in love
(x) been dumped
(x) shoplifted
( ) been fired
( ) been in a fist fight
( ) snuck out of my parent's house
(x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
(x) been arrested
(x) made out with a stranger
( ) gone on a blind date
(x) gone out with someone 5+ years older
(x) lied to a friend
(x) had a crush on a teacher
(x) skipped school
( ) slept with a co-worker
(x) seen someone die
(x) been to Canada
( ) been to Mexico
(x) been on a plane
( ) never been out of home state
( ) thrown up in a bar
( ) purposely set a part of myself on fire
( ) eaten Sushi
( ) been snowboarding
( ) been moshing at a concert
( ) been in an abusive relationship
(x) taken painkillers
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
(x) laid on your back and watched clouds go by
(x) made a snow angel
(x) had a tea party
(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
(x) gone puddle jumping
(x) played dress up
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
(x) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school
( ) used a fake id
(x) watched the sun set
(x) felt an earthquake
(x) touched a snake
(x) slept beneath the stars
(x) been tickled
(x) been robbed
(x) been misunderstood
(x) petted a reindeer/goat
( ) won a contest
(x) run a red light
(x) been suspended from school
(x) been in a car accident
(x) had braces
(I AM AN OUTCAST!) felt like an outcast
(x) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) had deja vu
(x) danced in the moonlight
(x) hated the way you look
(x) witnessed a crime
( ) pole danced
(x) questioned your heart
(X) been obsessed with post-it notes
(x) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
(x) been to the opposite side of the country
(x) swam in the ocean
(x) felt like dying
(x) cried yourself to sleep
(x) played cops and robbers
(x) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers
(x) sung karaoke
(x) paid for a meal with only coins
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) made prank phone calls
(x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(x) caught a snowflake on your tongue
(x) danced in the rain
(x) written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) been kissed under a mistletoe
( ) watched the sun rise with someone you care about
(x) blown bubbles
( ) made a bonfire on the beach
( ) crashed a party
(x) gone rollerskating
(x) had a wish come true
( ) humped a monkey
(x) played flashlight tag
( ) worn pearls
(x) jumped off a bridge
(x) screamed penis in class
( ) ate dog/cat food
(x) told a complete stranger you loved them
(x) kissed a mirror
(x) sang in the shower
( ) have a little black dress
(x) had a dream that you married someone
(x) glued your hand to something
( ) got your tongue stuck to a flag pole
(x) kissed a fish
(x) worn the opposite sexes clothes
( ) been a cheerleader
(x) sat on a roof top
(x) played kick-the-can
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
(x) done a one-handed cartwheel
(x) talked on the phone for more than 3 hours
(x) stayed up all night
( ) didn't take a shower for a week
(x) picked and ate an apple right off the tree
(x) climbed a tree
( ) had a tree house
( ) are scared to watch scary movies alone
(x) believe in ghosts
( ) have more then 30 pairs of shoes
(x) worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what others say
( ) gone streaking
(x) pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(x) been told you're hot by a complete stranger
(x) broken a bone
(x) been easily amused
(x) caught a fish
(x) made porn
(x) caught a butterfly
(x) laughed so hard you cried
(x) cried so hard you laughed
(x) mooned/flashed someone
(x) had someone moon/flash you
(x) cheated on a test
(STILL DO!) had a Britney Spears CD
(x) forgotten someone's name
(x) slept naked
(x) French braided someone's hair
(x) gone skinny dipping
( ) been threatened to be kicked out of your house
( ) been kicked out your house
(x) cried because of a song
( ) realized how lucky you are
(x) gone swing-dancing
(x) said yes before you knew what the favor was
(x) done an "attitude walk" in a public place
Wasn't that a fun little quiz? Anyway, after school yesterday I went to the local LGBT center with my mom and she started crying because she "wants this for me." I was a little embarassed and kind of shy. I didn't talk through the entire tour, which, if you know me at all, is a little unusual. After the tour, I went home and took my dog for a walk, ordered a pizza, took a shower, watched Family Guy and made six wallpapers for Simply Sarah. I am so obsessed with making wallpapers now, it's not even funny. I went to bed at like 9:30 last night because I had the headache from hell and suprisingly enough, I still slept in. So, this weekend's blog is going to be major. I have so many plans. Well, I have a Biology test to study for, and I am nowhere near ready.
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Thursday, April 21st, 2005
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Okay, so my meeting with shrink went better than I thought it would. There was no fighting, which is always a good thing. As a matter of fact, there was laughing, which is always better than fighting. Anyway, when I got home, I made two pieces of toast for dinner and finished watching I Still Know What You Did Last Summer. I love that movie, but I think I Know What You Did Last Summer would have done better as an inferior film. Wow, I really have to hurry this along, I have class in four minutes. So, after I ate, I made this lovely new layout featuring Reese Witherspoon as Elle Woods in Legally Blonde. I got pretty bored after that, so I went into the Family Room and watched a whole season of Family Guy. If Stewie wasn't a cartoon, I would so marry him. Okay, now I have to go to class in two mitues. DAMMIT! I am sure I will have more to say tonight. My mom is taking me to a gay youth group, so...
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Wednesday, April 20th, 2005
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I hate being accused of things I didn't do. Okay, today is 4/20, or 4:20...whatever. Anyway, some girl is pissed at me because she thinks I snitched that she was high this morning. First of all, she's a friend. Friends don't snitch on other friends. And second of all, what would I get out of it? Now she is saying that I am just going to get her into even more trouble. Jesus christ!
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Well, it is only 10:00 a.m. and I have already seen three people high. One of them got kicked out of class thought because the teacher could tell he was high. The other two are just naturally hyper and peppy, that no one would even botter to take into consideration that they were high. As for me, I don't get high, no matter how much I want to. I just get drunk. I really should stop, it's a nasty habit. Anyway, last night was a fun-filled family night. We went out for a nice family dinner, we got ready to watch a nice family movie, and then they remembered they had a meeting. Damn, my plans always get ruined. So, I went out and played basketball with some friend instead. It has just occured to me that I have never thought of playing high school basketball. Maybe I should consider that...NAH! I worked on a couple of graphics for Simply Sarah. I plan on having it up by the end of April or at the beginning of May, I am not too sure. I am also going to re-open Seize The Moment, thanks to the inspiration of the lovely Marika. I got approved for the official Steven Sandvoss fanlisting, which is a big YAY! for me. So, I see my shrink tonight which should give me plenty of things to talk about later. Thinking of a new layout too. I love the Gothika layout, but I have so many favorite movies, that they just need recognition.
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Tuesday, April 19th, 2005
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Oh God, My Leg! I officially hate the outdoors. First, it was just my right leg muscle that I pulled, now it is both! I don't really have anything to talk about for yesterday, but I will definitely have something to talk about tomorrow, since I am going to see my shrink tomorrow. Oh, how those visits are fun. Anyway, I have some website realted stuff to talk about. Seize The Moment is dormant, there is nothing there, and I do not know what to do with it. I haven't really made any official decisions yet. As for Simply Sarah, I am still waiting for a fellow webmistress to get back to me. I asked her for help, but I haven't heard anything, so...as of now, I do not know what to do. I am currently ther only member of the Carrie(2002) fanlisting. Carrie(2002) is like my favorite movie, so there is no way I am giving it up. I guess I just have to wait and see.
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Wow, I blogged the same thing twice, how much of a loser am I? Well, look for a new post, not double the pleasure or double the fun.
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Well, Friday was just Friday. I don't really remember what I did. I think I watched Scary Movie 2. Like I said, I do not remember. So, my brother went to Madison on Saturday to compete in the state forensics meet, and my mom went to Chicago with a friend. I was supposed to go on a date that night. But of course, he cancelled, like he has for the past three weeks. I honestly don't know how much more I can take of being jerked around. Anyway, I kept myself occupied. I went rollerblading and biking, and went out to lunch with some friends. My night wasn't really a lost cause, though. I went to see Fever Pitch with my best high school girlfriend. It's strange...I am more popular and have more friends in the middle school than I do the high school. Anyway, Sunday was just like any other Sunday. I sat at home, watching TV, waiting for Monday to come. I did go on a hike with my neighbors, though. It was in honor of Earth day or something, I don't know. I do remember it hurt when I pulled my right leg muscle, walking up hill. That sucked. Well, the power already went out at school this morning, and I am desperatley hoping it will go out again, but chances are not looking to good.
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Saturday, April 16th, 2005
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Friday was a nightmare, well at least I think it was. I only remember the last part of the day, when this kid, whose mom was a cocaine whore when she had him told me I was the antichrist because I wasn't religious and was Wiccan. I swear, I could have popped his big head like a pimple. Anyway, so, I have no homework this weekend, thank god, at least I did what I had during the week. So, today sucked for the most part. I was supposed to go see The Amityville Horror tonight on a date, and I call the guy who I was going to go see it with, and he told me he decided to go to a party instead. I am so mad, I want to call him, but everyone is telling me to go cold turkey for awhile. I honestly, don't know what to do. So, I spent the majority of my day tanning, had pizza and doritios with a diet pepsi for lunch, watched Scary Movie 2 and ended up going to see Fever Pitch with my best friend tonight. It was so funny and romantic. Romantic in a silly way. So, now I am home, and working on what remains to be seen of Simply Sarah. I really am having a fun time working on it, though. Tonight I made a wallpaper, a blend, the adoptions and a ton of AIM icons. I was watching I Know What You Did Last Summer, but my laptop battery went dead, and I am off to go recharge it. I am just so confused right now...I really like this guy.
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| Time: | 11:27 am. |
| Mood: |  irritated. | | Music: | Screaming: Watching The Texas Chainsaw Massacre. |
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Thank god, it's Friday. I didn't have a bad week, in fact, I had a pretty good week. This week wasn't particularly long either. Normally, most school weeks are pretty long. Anyway, I had to walk home after school yesterday, carrying a bag that weighed a ton. My feet hurt like a mother-fucker, and I was sweaty. I felt awful. I don't remember when I got home, I think it was before four o'clock though. My mom wasn't home when I got home, so I ate a snack, slipped into something more comfortable and went out rollerblading, all by my lonewolf lonesome. I got back in kind of late. Sixish, I think. I ordered a pizza, and then took a shower. CSI and Without A Trace kicked ass last night. One of the best CSI episodes, ever. The Without A Trace episode was just like all the rest, but it was still good. I don't remember when I went to bed. I do remember that I got up pretty early this morning. The dog came in and jumped on my bed, and ran off with one of my stuffed animals. Maybe I should just give it to her. School has been okay today, so far. Looking foward to the end, though. Wow, I have been saying 'though' a lot haven't I? Anyway, I don't have any major plans for this weekend. My brother is going to Madison tomorrow to compete in state for forensics. My mom made plans to go to Chicago with a friend, leaving me home alone with dear old dad. Not a bad thing, I suppose. If my friend can, I am going to see The Amityville Horror with him, but if he can't, I am going to see Ice Princess with my other friend. If I end up seeing The Amityville Horror, my friend will probably spend the night. If I don't, I have no other plans for the day. But, I can talk about that when the time comes.
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Thursday, April 14th, 2005
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+ Known as: Jordan, Jordo, Jordato Carlato, George
+ Lives in: Milwaukee, Wisconsin
+ Birthday: February
+ Religion: Wiccan
+ Shoe size: 12
+ Hair color: Brown, but people say I am blonde on the inside
+ Eye color: brown
+ Style: Preppy
* section 2 - Have you ever... *
+ Cheated on someone?: No
+ Been cheated on?: Yes
+ Fallen off the bed?: Yes
+ Broken someone’s heart?: No
+ Had your heart broken?: Yes
+ Had a dream come true?: Of course, I'm psychic
+ Done something you regret?: Yes
+ Cheated on a test?: Yes
* section 3 - Currently *
+ Wearing?: Jeans from Guess and T-Shirt From American Eagle
+ Listening to?: Music
+ Located?: ED Classroom
+ Chatting with?: The Voices In My Head
+ Watching?: Nothing
+ Should REALLY be doing? Gym Reports
* section 4 - Do you... *
+ Brush your teeth?: Yes, but sometimes I forget
+ Have any piercings?: No
+ Drive?: No
+ Drink?: Socially
+ Smoke?: Socially
+ Got a cell?: Yes
* section 5 - The last person you... *
+ Hugged?: Brooke
+ Kissed?: Mom(on the cheek)
+ IMed?: Tuesday
+ Talked on the phone: P.J.
+ Yelled at?: Mom
* section 6 - Personal *
+ What do you want to be when you finish college?: Take a year off before I pursue anything
+ What has been the best day of your life?: My 16th birthday
+ What comes first in your life?: Family, friends and school
+ Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend/crush?: Yes, but it is complicated
+ What are you most scared of?: Spiders
+ What do you usually think about before you go to bed?: School tomorrow
+ Did you lose someone you really loved?: Yes
+ How many times have you fallen in love?: Twice
+ Love your family?: Sometimes
+ Love your friends?: Yes
* section 7 - Favorite *
+ Movie: Carrie
+ Song: Behind These Hazel Eyes By Kelly Clarkson
+ Store: American Eagle, Guess or Best Buy
+ Relative: My cousin, Ashley
+ Sport: Swimming
+ Ice Cream Flavor: Mint Chocolate Chip
+ Candy: Peach Rings
+ Day of the week: Tuesday, Thursday, Friday and Saturday
+ Time: Night
+ Color: Blue
+ Name for a girl: IDK?
+ Name for a boy: IDK?
* section 8 - Do you *
+ Like to give hugs?: Yes
+ Like to give kisses?: Yes
+ Like to walk in the rain?: No
+ Prefer black or blue pens?: Black pens
+ Like to travel?: Yes
+ Sleep on your? Back
+ Have a goldfish?: Who doesn't?
+ Ever have the falling dream?: No
+ Have stuffed animals?: Yes
* section 9 - What do you think about... *
+ Abortion: Against it
+ Suicide: Tried it once, didn't agree with me
+ Smoking: Love the smell of cigarette smoke, everyone thinks that is weird
+ Eating disorders: Trying to belemic burns your throat
+ Summer: Fun, except for bees and getting sick
+ Tattoos: There okay
+ Piercings: Love 'em
* section 10 - This or that *
+ Pierced nose or tongue?: Tongue
+ Single or taken?: Single, but I would like to be taken
+ MTV or BET?: MTV
+ 7th Heaven or Dawson's Creek?: Dawson's Creek
+ Sugar or salt?: Sugar
+ Silver or gold?: Silver
+ Chocolate or flowers?: Chocolate
+ Color or Black-and-white photos?: Color
+ M&Ms or Skittles?: M&M's
+ Stay up late or sleep in?: Both
+ Hot or cold?: Hot
+ Mustard or ketchup?: Ketchup
+ Spring or Fall?: Spring
+ Happy or sad?: Happy
+ Wonder or amazement?: Amazment
+ Mexican or Italian: Italian
+ Candy or Soda?: Soda
+ Pepsi or Coke?: Coke
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Well, Wednesday is gone, officially a lost cause, I think. It was okay. I watched Scary Movie with my friends after school, did my homework and went out for dinner with my mom and brother. Afterwards, I went home, took a shower, and watched Scary Movie again, with my whole family. Not much else happened. Wierdly enough, I have a couple of things that I can comment about for today. At 10:45 today I have a meeting with my ED teacher and my parents, I am dreading it, yeah, because I don't know what is gonna happen. CSI and Without A Trace are on tonight, so yay for that. Simply Sarah is coming along great, slowly, but great, because I didn't have access to a computer last night to finish it. It is almost finished, though. I just can't finish it at school because the only art program they have is paint, and paint sucks. So, I am thinking about revamping Seize The Moment back into a site collective, because Seize The Moment as an art site, really sucks. And this occurs to me know, when I am alsmot finished with it. So, other things to do. In school, really not supposed to be blogging, supposed to be doing work.
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Wednesday, April 13th, 2005
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Since it is 7:56 AM, I don't really have anything to say about today. But I do have stuff to say about yesterday, since I did not have time to blog last night. I was really busy working on this new layout, featuring scenes from Gothika, and working on Simply Sarah. Anyway, I have decided that my school work is very important, so I did all of my homework last night and have decided to take all of this very seriously. Last night I did my homework after I got home from school, then got into my pajamas, and watched Carrie. I have been watching that movie a lot lately, I don't know why. After Carrie, I was hungry, so I ate some cookies and watched Family Guy. My friend came over to watch with me, but we got bored and went outside to play basketball. I think I have finally gotten my mom off my back, but my opinion about her is on the fence right now.
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Tuesday, April 12th, 2005
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My mother is an evil freak, and I mean seriously. She has all of these new rules...and...GRRR! I am so mad right now, I don't even know why I am blogging. Probably because I lost all of my computer and TV privaleges. So, I am at school, blogging away and working on all of the sites that I plan on working on after school. So, it is fourth quarter and I have decided to buckle the fuck down, and get to work. I am not leaving my sophomore year with .8 GPA. There is no way. So I have finally decided to get my act together, for my sake, and my parents. Well, I have to go to Math class, or maybe I'll skip it. I don't know. The Jesse McCartney layout was okay for awhile, but now I am thinking it is not my best work, so look for something new soon. And, I have decided to bring back Simply Sarah, so check it out here.
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Well, my weekend didn't totally suck. Well, yesterday sucked, and this morning sucked, but my weekend...did not suck. Saturday night I was up until like 3:00 in the morning watching CSI and Buffy, two of the best shows on earth. So I woke up yesterday at like noon, and immediatley my mother starts yelling at me. Yeah, that is a great way to wake up in the morning. This continued for the rest of the day. I was putting off doing my homework, which I actually never did, and should be doing now, by watching School of Rock, a great movie by the way. When it was over, I went upstairs, took a second shower, and then came downstairs and ate dinner. After dinner, I went into the family room to watch Arrested Development and Gothika, and just by sitting there and doing nothing at like nine at night, I get yelled yet. To be honest, right now I have no problem yelling at her and just smacking her. I hate when she takes her rage out on me. It's not fair. Well, I have some math homework to do, before math class, which starts in like five minutes.
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Saturday, April 9th, 2005
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Last night was great. I did things I haven't done in a long time, and things that I never thought I ever would do. I ended up making a ton of new friends before 7:00 last night. Middle schoolers, but you know, the kids I go to high school with are so fucked. I have more friends in middle school than I do in high school. They look at me differently than the kids in high school do. Anyway, I went out last night, to a variety show. It was fun. Some of the acts were a little dramatic, but in the end it was all okay. Afterwards, I went over to my friends house and we goofed off until late. I got up early this morning, and went out to lunch after cleaning up the house a little. I was gonna have friends over. So, I went out to lunch and walked home with my friends, and we watched Mean Girls. After awhile, it got kind of boring though, so we went to the mall, and ended up staying there for less than half an hour. Our mall sucks, because they are adding some additions, and half of the stores are gone. Also, any dates I had planned tonight were cancelled. So, that sucks.
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So, yesterday was really nice. Really, really nice. Except for my dentist appointment, that was less fun. They had to drill my teeth because they were starting to join together. It hurt...ALOT! I didn't cry, but I did get teary eyed. After my teeth were all checked and cleaned, one of my brackets from my braces caught the inside of cheek and ripped it open. I didn't think it was that bad until I started choking on the blood. I apologize for the graphic yuckiness. Where have I used that before? Maybe it was in a previous entry. Anyway, I got to go out last night, and get some exercise. I was pissed, though, because CSI was a repeat. I did get to order pizza, which was fun. I realize now, that I am babbling. I don't know why, I just am. Well, at least it is Friday. I am going out with two of my closest friends tonight, and cannot wait until tomorrow night. My crush is coming into town, and he is going to spend the night. I will give out all of the details on Sunday.
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Thursday, April 7th, 2005
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Wow, three blog entires in one day, that must be some sort of record...well, it is for me, anyway. Well, today, I took a chance. Something my friends said I should do, something my parents told me not to do. For privacy reasons, I am not going to say what it is I did. What I am going to say is taht it was nice, and I haven't felt this good about myself or in general for a long time.
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